Monday, August 30, 2004
imagine me and you
i do.

uploaded a new album. click HERE if u wana see it. hahas. (:
hur. todae was ok i guess?
gt abit of scolding during ep cos me and regina were laffing abt smth. damn farnie kaes! cos the ant was eating the chyesim. and then there was a hole. we found it kinof farnie laas. so we started laffing. lolls.
took lotsa pics! hahas.
tml is teachers day. hurr. i also dono what our class is doing. lols.
i think im going to bring the cam agn tml. take ms neo!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. quack quack. woot.
okay lame.
i think tht i will end here. lols. maybe i will even delete this entry tml. hahas.
nitee` (:
loveeyouu`misses. =\

Sunday, August 29, 2004
i believe in the stars above

sighness.
such a BORING day todae.
woke up bout 7.30.
then went for 9am mass. hahas. then went to tpc with mum and dad.
jiejie went home cos she wanted to do her art and study her ss. lolls.
then we went to turf cityy. bought so much pork! and chicken! WHEE! carnivors. lolls.
then we went back to tp. then we went home. hur.
ate lunch. then went to study! did finish d&t hw. maths hw. and did my art also. almost done with the cutting part! ((: yayness.
then did abit of sci. and was online doing the eng proj. i like did everything lors. and nw i must print everything. hell la. sighhs.
mum said i cannt go out animore. or much las. cos exams are coming. sighhness. i must study until i die. hurr!
did so many friendster quizzes. out of my extreme boredom. hur. so little pple online. sighhs. i miss you. ARGH! whats is wrong with ME?!?!?! im going mad alr. ha.
tml can bring camera! yays. i think i btr delete the pics tht are all old. lols.
oh wells. off to print the things. sighhs. =\

Saturday, August 28, 2004
like a dream come true
when it was me and you

heh. today was boring.
did my art. im nw cutting the thingie. hahas. for once my sis said tht my art is nice. lols!
hur. went for cath class. then we had this prayer thingie. and my prayer partner is laura tan! haha. rightts.
didnt go for mass todae since todae was some special mass thingie? lols. i saw some pple in jap, korean, india clothes. hahas. reallie. erm. no comments. hahas. yupps.
tml going for mass. then probably study? sighness.
so bored. uploaded a new album. so see it peeps! ((:
bah. im sleepy. )x

Friday, August 27, 2004
never will be good enough

hur. today was. boring i guess.
bahhs. dezi didnt come to sch. cos she had fever. the hell la.
chinese was peaceful! lols. msneo said im still torturing/bullying lao shi. nt true! i was saying tht her blouse todae was so nice and i wanted to buy it! COMPLIMENT KAY! but seriously. im joking laas! ((:
haha. art was okay. didnt get scolded!
we had to buy the black paper thingie. cos we were doing papercut. then while i was markering my art piece, regina who was sitting on my left, put her black paper inside my pinafoe. then she was saying i had antana. lolls.
mrs zailee saw her do tht and callled her! haha. then regina told me tht mrs zailee said tht if she was me she wuld run awy? lol.
i redid my art. i think its much btr now. haha.
eng was the news thingie agn. our grp didnt go cos DEZI nvr come. so we must do on mon! hahas.
then we had belt check. mine was ok! WHEE!
then during eng i was talkiing to ms neo. and everyone was listening. was damn farnie. hahas. seriously. if u were there. it seems like im bullying her?! lols! (X
had trng. i didnt go for trng but did my work. i forgot to bring my pe attire! hahas. so did my maths and did lorna's autograph bk. chow was there also.
damn little pple came todae. cos of danceamania. hahas.
hur. i need zebra marker! mine no more ink alr. the hell laas! bah`
tml im going to eat ice-cream agn! (X whee!
i must start studying alr. must. must hahas. im gng be a good girl! (((:
i need to change my temp. HUR!

Thursday, August 26, 2004
little voice in my head

today is regina's birthday!
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY REGINA!!! (: love my les partner. (((:
hmm. gt back maths paper. i failed by 1 and a half marks. wth. I MISSED BY A LITTLE! no fairrr. and i dunt believe tht i actually gt 4 marks for the drawing thingie. ha. but the reasons part gt wrong! sadness. hurrr.
now watching sg idol. hahas. the guy singing now is good man! hahas.
mum didnt go work todae. cos she kinof gt food poisoning thingie. poor thing! hur!
went out with gina, xiu and dezi so called celebrated her bdae laas. hahas.
we sang happie bdae in class during history! lols. ystd also! haha. and then i was damn mad during history. mrs yusold said also. hahas.
then during hostory we watched this video thingie on ashoka or smth like tht. and maria was like screaming when she saw him? LOLL! reshmi also i think. hahaha! kkks.
chinese was kinof bad todae. i think. =\ must pass laas. i hope lor. sighness. compre was easy. hahas. ok. lame.
the person in the sg idol the girl is super good man!!! (: haha.
sighhs. tml gt art. i still haent finish doing. my art SUCKS la. i hate my art. AND I CANNT DRAW! )): sadness. and my sis drawing is damn freaking good! haha. oh wells.
i think tht i will go off nw. sighhs. dezi is sick. who ask her nvr take care of herself. bahhs`
bye pple. loveee`

Wednesday, August 25, 2004
no one undertstand how deep the scar is in my heart

todae was kinof suay. =\ suay.suay.SUAY!
sighness. gt scolded for not going for basketball during pe. for 1 period+ and was crying. hurr. whatever.
then had math. we still didnt get back our math paper. hmmphh!! no fair. -shurgs.
didnt get back lit also. ))): SIGHNESS. damn sad. haiz. tired. agn. lit during 2 period was damn tired. tried concentrating but then ended up sleeping abit. bahness. then it rained. bad day. oh wells.
tml theres chinese ca. i studied for it. but im damn scared i fail. =\ i dunt wana fail i wana pass CHINESE!!!! hur.
i seriously have no mood to blog. hur. whatever.
nite peeps. loviee`
sighhs. im scared of going for trng this fri. what if everyone gives me tht bitch look? =\ hate. hate. sighhhs. )):

Tuesday, August 24, 2004
i dunt wana fall in love
till i fall in love with you

freaking tired and sleepy. hurr.
if i lie in bed i will like sleep. and sleep. dono why im so tired todae. history was like shit. damn diff. the most diff. im soo hating history alr manns. geog nice. i like geog! (: hahas. damn tired. firdirbirdirrr! tml we are gna get back our lit and maths. i MUST pass. or i die. die diee! =\ sighness.
cherre angry with us agn. dono why. =\ i dono what i did. sighness.
i think tht i will end here laas. too tired alr. nite. lovie`

Sunday, August 22, 2004
my wings have broken in yr hands

cannt come online much alr. saddening. made a deal. i MUSTMUSTMUST pass EVERYTHING for the final year exam. MUST! and i can get the thingie. whee! (:
i must. must. I CAN DO IT! i will do it! I WILL TRY! YAY! but it will be damn hard for me laas. cos u noe me. whahas. okay frm now on...
i will.
be a good girl ;
do all my hw ;
listen during class esp CHINESE ;
have you. (: ;
nt come online so much. TRY LA. TRYY. ;
pass EVERYTHING everything! ;
hur. im going nuts. nuts alr i sae. NUTS! bahhs. chill. i needa chill BADLY! bahhs.
tues gt history ca. thurs gt chinese. I WILL PASS!!!!!! HUR. dunt mind me pple. sighness.
okay. todae was like fun i guess?
went for tuii. was late. hur. even though i took the mrt. whahas. ok. then met mum and sis and shopped ard for a while. after tht went home. then abt 4.40 we went out to j8. EAT ICE-CREAM at swensens. rawks la k. its damn cheap nw. whahas! going there tml with dezi they all it think. hurr. i gt money! dunt worry! whee! the ice-cream rawks. love it!!! (((:
hahas. okay. im so going mad alr. madness. hahas. okay. i think i will do other stuff nw. hahas. tkkaire! lovieee-

Saturday, August 21, 2004
its amazing to see
tht u choose pple like me

so boring! =\ hardly aniones online.
probably cos lotsa pple at at ginas hse. having the bbq! im missing out on bbqed marshamallows. )): bahhhs!
but at least some pple are talking to me. (: hees.
today was kinof boring laas. wke up at 10. whahas. then did some stuff.
met my mum at novena. then we went to holyspirit to meet my dad. and we watched this video thingie? lollls. so lil pple somemore! whahas. then had cath class. then mass.
after mass signed up for this youth alive thingie during the sept hols. whahas.
firdirbirdir. so bored mans. hahas. sighhs.
maths ca was alright ystd i guess. =\ i hope tht i pass. HURR!
i think tht i wana change layout agn! whahas. okay. see first la.
sighs. now gt chicken flu/bird flu whatever u call it. so eggs at home ar PRECIOUS! so cannt eat much eggs. its nt tht we are scared of it. cos eggs nw so expensive! whahas.
okay. nth much to blog laas! loviee`

Friday, August 20, 2004
vindicated

gna make a quick entry before going to bathe. whahas.
ystd was. erms. okay i guess? cherre didnt come. nicole said she was sickly? smth like tht laas. ahahas.
last night i had slight fever. i seriously dono how i gt it la. i mean. i feel ok and all. only tht my head is hot. hahas. slight only. lolls. but no matter wad. im going to sch. no matter how sickly. hahas. ok la. maybe nt.
mum is sick toos. she didnt go to work ystd. and then i had tui. was so sleepy. laoshi told me to wash my face. hahas.
history was even more boring. sighhhs. fell asleep while reading the thing in class? smth like tht. ahahas. then eleanor was like pasting post-its on my face. saying dunt wake me up cos im crazzeh. ahahs. how cute (:
iffah was also sleepy! hahas. i bet everyone was. lolls.
we didnt get back out lit papers yet!!! ))): sadness. i want it back man! ms shanti said tht someooone gt 0. the hell! i think i noe who. hurr.
gt punishment during sci for laughing. actually right. it was cos i was choking on my saliva. frm laffing too hard. then before tht i kinof dropped a pen in the pipe. so it was funnie laas. to me dezi and regina. whahas. (X
mmm. we gt maths todae. im so DEAD. dead i sae. siighhhs. i think or i might fail it. ))): i dunt wana. NO!!! oh wells. -shrugs.
i think my head is still abit hot. but hell la. take panadol can alr. lols. (:
we gt art also todae. i screwed the drawing thing we were soppose to do. hurr.
i think tht the sixsome are finally back together. ((((:
whee` i think i will go bathe nw. love`

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
so much for my happy ending

sighhs. =\
this sucks la. fighting fighting fighting. all everyone noes how to do is FIGHT. whats their prob man.
WHY?! WHY? WHY? WHYYYYYY?!?!?! sighs
im seriously now confused la. sighhs. middle man. =\ hurr. i dunt wana backstabb anione. i hate backstabbing. sighhs.
i hope we dunt fight animore. i dunt want to. i want the sixsome back together agn. sighhs.
sch was horrible i guess? had d&t ca. was ok la. i culd remb most of the things. finished with some time to slp. was damn tired.
had pe. played volleyball, badminton and skipping. was fun. then the fight started. sighhs.
after recess i shouted at regina. i said what is yr fucking problem damn loudly. and slammed the door. hur. ate panadol for stress. haii.
i hope we dunt fight animore. cos i hate fighting. it sucks. SUCKS```````
i hope we all patch up stuff tml or smth. i will try my best. but the onli thing is if they listen to me. HUR.
try la. sighhs.
nitee pple` loviee-

Tuesday, August 17, 2004
ive found a reason for me
to change to i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

beauty queen of only eighteen
she had some trouble with herself
he was always there to help her
she always belonged to someone else

i drove for miles and miles
and wound up at yr door
ive had you so many times but somehow
i want more

i dont mind spending everyday
out on yr corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will loved
she will be loved

tap on my window knock on my door
i want to make you feel beautiful
i know i tend to get so insecure
it doesnt matter animre

i dont mind spending everyday
out on yr corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wantes to stay awhile
and she will be loved
she will be loved

i know where you hide
alone in yr car
know all of the things that make you who you are
i know that goodbye means nothing at all
comes back and begs me to catch her everytime she falls

tap on my window knock on my door
i want to make you feel beautiful

i dont mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
and she will be loved
and she will be loved
and she will be loved

[in the background]
please dont try so hard to say goodbye
please dont try so hard to say goodbye

yeah
[softly]
i dont mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain

try so hard to say goodbye

maroon 5 - she will be loved
(:

and the reason is you

whahas. kept singing the song the reason in class todae. esp in moral ed lesson. haha. dono why also. ((:
whahas. I BROUGHT HOME FRINGZY TODAY!!!!!!! (X she is so FUCKING CUTE CAN? cannt stand it man. so small. so cheeky. so naughty!!! whahas.
i so need to change the cage man. its fucking wet. and and i think i need to feed it also. ah fuck. i guess after this man! ((:
whahas. sch was alright la. hahahas. moral ed was the funniest and the best. whahas. ms stella ho is nw the teacher laas. and shes teacher sex and sexuailty.. whahas. damn farnie laas.
and the com kept nt working. cos she wanted to show us a video. and then i kept singing the reason song to cherre! hhas. yupp. (: and she wrote on my arm cherre loves ma girlfriend. (x whahas.
tml we gt d&t ca. whahas. i hope i pass. i must!!! haha. thurs i gt tui. bahhhhhhs.
i think tht i drove iffah. my parter crazeh. cos i kept talking to her. whahahas. and eleanor owes me 2 packets or isit 1? milo! whahahas. cos i kept quiet for like 10 mins. haha. was damn funnie la actually. lolllls. (:
ystd we had our lit ca. was ok laas! i MUST MUST pass k. whahas. i wrote 2 pages long. ((((:
my sis going for night study ltr. hurr. i wonder who can help me with the hamster. i scared smth happen. i noe! i ask my dad. whahahahahah! WHEEEE! i love fringzy! so cuteee! i think shes sleeping now la. so dunt disturbe her. wahahas. (:
okay laas. i gt maths and eng work to do. i think i will go eat smth. then go do my work. then clean the hamster. or maybe hamster then work. whahas. (:
bye peeps. lovieee`

Saturday, August 14, 2004
every step tht i take
every move tht i make
im missing you

sighhs. this so sucks k.
all our hardisks at home are either spoilt or gt virus. or cannt even boot up. sighhs. so sucky.
and my this hardisk is will hang. and then it gets fucking irritating. sighhs.
i miss playing GUNBOUND. HURR! i tried d/l it just nw. but the com hanged. the fuck. i wana playyy. i miss it a whole fucking lot. and my rank dropped like shit. the hell. sighs. )):
i will just play agn i guess. haiz.
okay laas.
ystd was friday the 13. nth bad happened. except tht gt scolding for nt doing my art hw. so mrs zailee called my mum. and my mum scolded me abit. said i nvr pack my bag. but i did k. just tht. i no art paper. whahas.
whee` went to sch today just to pass up the art thingie. then went to novena church. then novena square. went to the adidas shop! bought my sisters birthday present at long last! (: whahas. hope u like it sis. haha.
then went home. ate lunch. bathed and went for cath class. then mass. then go home. boring laas!
tml gt tui. ))): sian la. sighhhhhhhhhhhs.
i must take cough medicine. sucks.! duh. hur.
ystd had the eng ca. on compo. wrote abt the person i admire the most. wrote abt my parents! (: hee. finished kinof fast. so went to slp. everyone finished kinof fast lor. heard ms neo saying tht almost everyone was slping. haha. me and ariel are the best. ms neo had to wake up us. haha! lame k. hahas.
okay laas. i gotta go now. nitee. (: lovee`

Wednesday, August 11, 2004
shake it like a polaraid picture

sighhs. my mum and dad just nw scolded me cos i didnt want to wear my specs. =\ they said im squinting. BAHHS! i can see la. ok. fine. so nt THAT clear. sighhs. mum said i must wear all the time. i will look weird. hahas. but i might be going to check my eyes agn. haha. ok.
i cut my hairr!!! its kinof short las. heh. the ponytail when tied is freaking cute. small. ahaha. i like. (:
lols. todae pe was damn fun! did 5 rounds ard the court. after tht we culd play our own games. so i played badminton with regina first. then basketball. netball. skipping. lol and volleyball! DAMN FUN K! wheee. i loveee volleyball. but wrist damn pain. gt blueblack alr. hahas. but whatever la. haa.
then during pastoral care msneo changed our seats lor! THE HELL! my 2 partners are gone. ))))): lava and nicole. but im still in my own seat. hurr. at least lava is one seat awy laas. (: but nicole is damn far!!! sighhs.
aniwaes. tml i gt tui. sadness. soppose to have it todae. but my tui teacher said she was damn tired. hurr!
sighs. i think i btr go nows. i wana go tanning. tan! hahas. kks.
sg idol was damn funnie. BANNAH MAN tht was the best best BEST K! ahahahahahahahas.
ok. i think i btr go slp alr. nitteee` lovee` (:

Monday, August 09, 2004
shake that thing

hurr. singapore idol now on channel 5. damn funnie. esp one tht was like william hung. LOLS!
my mum will be back soon frm kl! yay! i cannt wait to see what she gt for me! (:
tml im going to jb. shoppingg! maybe gna go watch movie. and maybe cut hairr! yayness. (:
i studied like so much today! 5 hrs. HUR! im such a good girl. bahaha!
uhh. nothing much to blog abt. hahas. boring day. sighhs.
i wana dl lotsa songs. hahas. (:
ok. nw sg idol the person so funnie! the girl is like a cow? LOLS!
btw. HAPPY 39 BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (X its my parents anniversary toos! heh.
okay. im off to do other stuff nw. peacee`

Sunday, August 08, 2004
sparkling fireworks

whaha. went to watch fireworks at the durian. also known as esplanade. ahaha!
left the hse abt 4.30+ then took mrt with dad to suntec. then we went to carrefour to buy bbq chicken. we had to wait for the chicken for 15mins+ haha. the que so long. cos so cheap! $3.90. ahahaha. then we also bought bread. after tht we went to burger king to buy burgerr!
we then went to esplanade to pick my sis and her fren to go and watch the fireworks. we sat at where there was the bridge. and there were sooo many flowers. ahahaha. and then before we culd reach the esplanade it was SO crowded. like a mad hse! ahaha.
then we ate. nice chicken k! whee` then i spilled the drink. twice. accidentally. bahhs. im so clumsey! heh.
we waited like for 1hr + before the fireworks started. i have to admit. it is nicee. haha. but only lasted for 5mins. how pathtic! but my dad said fireworks are expensive. lols.
then there were many MANY many MANY pple there k. the roads were like all closed. filled with pple all. my dad said tht there was easily half a million or maybe a million pple there. culd nt even make a call k! hahas. mad hse. MADNESS! ahahaha. saw quite a few cute guys also? bahahahahaha! (X
then we took mrt home. i gave my seat to this pregnant lady. im so considerate! (: ahaha!
we wanted to buy sushi. but then no more. lols.
bahhs. i gt the flu. my nose hurts frm blowing it too much! sighhs. )):
tml might go gina's hse to swim and tanning. nt sure yet laas.
hahas. i think i btr go slp early. i wana get well. so tht i can eat the stuff i want! heh.
sighhs. i miss my girlfriend!! CHERRE! (X HEE!
NITE PPLE! (:
IMISSYOUUUUU. ))):

Saturday, August 07, 2004
tears behind my eyes

im at home. ROTTING TO MY DEATH BED!
sighhs. ))):
ltr got cath class. then going for mass. how boring.
cherre and dono who else all going to escape. greattt lorhs. but i dunt reallie wana go escape. so boring. the only nice thing is the car thingie. the rest is just. erms. whatever! so i admit im scared of the cadbery ride la! -looks at cherre.
im nt those trilling person to sit these kinds. i will scream like mad! i think im like regina. both of us like the same! hahas. she can be my twin. lols. sighhs.
hardly anione is online. prolly everyone is out.
woke up at abt 6+ to see my mum. then send her off to the mrt station. she said called just nw. she said tht the tuas there damn crowded. bahhs.
i hope she can get my adidas shoe! and my t-shirts! (:
bahhaaha. i think im gna go eat my lunch soon. then go for cath class.
we are prolly gna finish the video. called the jospel according to john. its nicee! ahahas. yah.
i hope i can go out tml or mon. i dunt wana rot and die. HEH!
okay. peaceout`

Friday, August 06, 2004
look for the girl
with the broken smile

sighhs. )):
my throat hurts badly. damn bad. bad bad bad. =\
sigh. my dad say must drink more water. LOTSA IT! hahahahahahaha.
tml my mum going to kl. gna miss her! (:
all the plans tht were made all gt cancelled. prolly cos of bad planning and undecisiveness. and no money? dono laa.
but kinof sad lors! nt going aniwhere. stay home and ROT LIKE A PIG! hahaha. who wana go out with meee`
BAHS` i wana eat ice-cream! to cool down my throat. but my mum dunt allow! )): nvm laas. i be good girl! (X
hahas. i sooo dono what im gg to do tml. hohum. bahs. i wana go out with someoneee` HEH!
ok. i will update another time. NITE`

Sunday, August 01, 2004
flying without wings

SIGHNESS.
my cough is still there. bahs` -shrugs.
aniwaes. today was kinof boring. went to giant in turf city in the afternoon. on the way to the bus-stop saw this gang of boys and they were damn young smoking. HORRIBLE K! aiyyyo.
heck care la! bahs. after gg to giant we went to the sportslink. saw the adidas shoe that i liked alottt. but then cannt buy! SO SAD K! i even saved pics of it. lols. mad. but my mum said tht when she goes to kl nxt sat she will see if its cheaper! YAY! i hope it is. then i can finally get my dream shoe! (:
okay. mad me. bahhs.
tml gt sch. i hope im nt late. cos gt ep. hahas.
i wana start playing gb agn i think! but then my com cannt play it i think. bahs.
maybe i will ask xiu to send me! hahas. yeahs.
oh wells. nth much to blog abt laas. loveeyouuu`